Somehow my neurons react very adversely when some good human being who has (or at least claims to have) helped someone starts talking loudly about it. My brain cells just don't seem to get back to the native state of bliss and I get very compelled to react! I dont! But, this fries my neurons!
I find it amazing how people decide for themselves that they are the saviors for other people. Sometimes life may have been good to give an individual a chance to share a happy (or a sad) moment with someone. Does that qualify the person to think of himself as someone who has been of immense help to the other person?
If is not bad to think well of yourself. But, I don't know why, I don't really like people thinking too high of themselves and proclaiming the same to the world. I have grown in en environment where I was told to keep my fist closed when I give. I have learnt that what is given should never be known to anyone other than the giver and the taker, and attempt should be to limit the information only to the taker. When I was still in my nappies, I was told that there are people who distribute hundreds of blankets to people in the middle of the cold nights. Somehow my material does not approve of the giving with a voice!
A well off family decided to distribute some uniforms to a schools where girls received education at a subsidized rate. All arrangements were made. When the family came, they came with barely a few rolls of cloth for skirts and shirts for the girls. Along with that they brought a camera person. The girls were requested to stand in lines. For more than an hour the guests made them wait as their guests came and assembled. They shot a nice video displaying their greatness to the camera. The staff watched! Once the ugly speeches and the distribution ceremony was over, the management checked the cloth that was given. To their shock, the cloth was such that one could see through it. The next thing that happened was that the management sent the cloth back to the people with a note which requested the rolls to be taken and no further communication be made in this regard.
If I have been ever able to do something for someone, it is an honour for me. God chose me!
I don't know guys! I don't know! I just hope I can be respectful enough to the Gods above when they give me a chance. I just hope I can just keep my eyes to myself and stop getting affected with what people do!