Feelings

Ours was a residential school. I was in my 11th std. I was a vice captain of the school. One day our principal made a rule that whoever comes late for the dining hall will not be given food and will be sent back. Few days latter I did the same when few students came late for the lunch. I sent them back.They were not given lunch. Next day I reported the same to the principal. He smiled and said " don't take it literally, It was said so to make students more conscious". Then after I did not repeat the mistake I did.And even I did not think about it.

I was going through all recently posted blogs and found that there r many people who have some sort of idea to bring in change in society or our surrounding. But in depth thought over the idea like its implementation, resources required, plan of action etc is missing and its left to others to think and if someone desires to work for it can take over. And also as the post becomes older readers tend to forget it. Now i have an idea.. why cant we have a separate block in the site dedicated to ideas.

It was there somewhere in the news for a while. More than 55 perople lost their lives in a fire accident in Meerut. Its not the first time that we have seen such a damage. The pain in the eyes of the relatives and the sentiments in the hearts of the others, all is heart rendering. But after a couple of days, all of it takes a different shape. Instead of serving the purpose of a lesson for future, it remains as as a news. We have sentiments in place. We dont want such things. We never want it to repeat. So why dont we start doing things about it?

Reservation issue, Meerut fire, Narmada Bachao Aandolan, any other issue for that matter.. Every time we come across a hot issue related to our society where we see some darker shades in the happenings, we always think about what can be done. This thought manifests itself in two dimensions: 1> the first one is the more popular and well known. I choose to call it Blame Transfer Cycle. This is essentially a process of deciding for yourself what the others should have done what now they should do and finally what should they do for future.

I know it hurts and pains to see the politicians play with the lives and future of the civilians so very rudely. Reservation issue this time came as an uninvited guest to me. When I sit down to think about the issues that I am confronting in and around me, I can broadly classify them into two categories. One, that affect me directly and the other that are at some distance when talking about impact. My personal motivation is always higher for the issues that I confront.

Please be gentle with me for I am grieving. The sea I swim in is a lonely one and the shore seems miles away. Waves of despair numb my soul as I struggle through each day. My heart is heavy with sorrow. I want to shout and scream and repeatedly ask why. At time, my grief overwhelms me and I weep bitterly, so great is my loss. Please don't turn away Or tell me to move on with my life. I must embrace my pain before I can begin to heal. Companion me through tears And sit with me in loving silence. Honor where I am in my journey Not where you think I should be.

The jail in which Bhagat Singh,Sukhdev and Rajguru was kept before their execution there was something which was encrypted in the wall. It was "LIVE AND LET LIVE". I will strongly support the real sense behind this sentence which may be very normal and easy going for people. But once you start thinking of it u will feel the intensity of its meaning.

Hi folks, Last time I met Rajat,He gave me a small suggestion about creating awareness in hostel. He told me to create the awareness by asking them not to waste or unused electricity and water. Which,I,accept are the part of our life and shouldn't be wasted. Well,I am sure people very few among us respect this things.But this may play a big role in our moral ethics and in others life. Well,Can we create an awareness program for our college which can be implemented in classrooms,Toilets and drinking water resources???????????

I received a call today. It was from a very special person. A person who I has met 6 years back in the same month of April. A person who was so very important for me(and is). I have been bad at relationships. I can never really figure out what the others take for obvious. That is possibly one reason why people around me are usually frustrated with me. Whether they claim so or not is a different matter. Dust was slowly gathering on the relationship that we had.